Went to PD today for review which supposed to be on 11th but Mommy can't wait to see doc on baby's skin. Mommy is really sad to confirm that baby's eye has a tear like birthmark which only appears 2-3 weeks after birth. Mommy is hating herself for not paying enough attention to baby to know when it EXACTLY appear! Mommy is devastated and went online to search for all possibilities to remove or lighten it. Mommy tried to put some Pigeon Olive oil and the reflection on the oil does seems to make the mark looks lighter. Mommy is lying to herself... she knows...
PD saw baby doing stretching (struggling) which Mommy has been thinking baby is doing exercise which is good! Who knows, PD mentioned that is actually colic! She said that maybe baby is good natured so he is having colic but didn't not scream and cry instead he just struggle and calm down on his own. Mommy is feeling so so guilty having baby to solve the problem all by himself whereas Mommy is still blaming him for not sleeping after feed and keep struggling!
At 11pm after feed, Mommy put baby back to cot and about to swaddle him. Baby gave mummy a sweet lovely smile. Love my darling to bits!
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